All the fun in life

It has been a while since I last posted any blogs so here is the showdown of what has been going on lately. I am taking a newspaper class and everyone in there seem to be so stressed out and up tight about everything. I am really starting to lose interest in it but the thing is I'm kind of stuck with this because I can't drop something I interviewed for. So, until the end of May I am going to be regretting deciding to take this class although at least I know that journalism is not the career choice I want so there are some positives with taking this class. My Godmother had a baby before Thanksgiving and nicknamed her lil' boy Skippy. I think that name is really adorable and cannot wait until I meet the lil' guy. Tyrel, my fiancee, is doing weight training and looking absolutely fabulous. My Dad decided to dye his hair a darker brown color which freaked me out because when he showed me he didn't wash it out yet so it looked like someone colored his hair black with a permanent marker. I was so relieved when he told me that he didn't wash it out yet or else I think I would have gotten his razor and shave off all of his hair. The book I am writing is going well and plan to finish it by June or July of 2010. I will be sure to keep updates of other events and plans.

no offense to doctors

I've been on this medication called Tegretol XR for 11 years. The doctors and my mom believe that I have seizures and that I need to switch to Lamictal. I believe that after 11 years of taking Tegretol my body has become used to it so now it's hard to get off without going through withdrawl. Now that I'm taking my new meds my body is confused and is now trying to get used to Lamictal. Then I had 16 seizures in one day when i was taking just Lamictal which proves that Lamictal doesn't work with me. So because of my 16 seizures I had to take 200 mg of Tegretol again. So the doctors have completely messed up my body. This is what I believe, so if you have any comments concerning this "seizure" issue, if I even have seizures, please comment your opinion. 

religion:the never ending war for everyone

Weather you are religious or not everyone that hasn't lived under a rock for all their life knows that religion is the biggest war anyone can get themselves in. The people who are religious try to convince other people that their church is the one church and that you can only reach salvation through that church. Non-religious try to stay away from really religious people like that and it's not only one church that does this. I mean all churches competing with all the other churches. There are some people who believe that as long as you're a "true" christian than you will be saved. The thing is what is the definition of a "true" christian. Everyone has their own definition of a christian and that is also why there is a war between churches. People need religion so there's love in this cruel world but religion also causes the greatest and most unbeatable battle as long as there is more than one church on this confused earth.  

not the best moment in life

I'm 16 years old and after a long time of my parents being married my Dad wants a divorce so he can date a woman he hardly even knows. I can't believe this is happening. I seek comfort from my friend Taylor and my fiance Tyrel. There is so much pain that surges inside of me and a part of me wants to just curl up in a ball and cry until there are no more tears left in my eyes. I had to express my feelings in this blog because I hope that it will ease some of the pain and sorrow that is swelling up and making me weak when I need to be strong. Maybe, if I try really hard, I can convince them that they can work things out and everything will be okay if we stick together as one family instead of split into two. If only they knew how I felt and how much pain they are causing to me. I will be sure to post more positive blogs in the future like about how my book is doing and maybe share some ideas and thoughts about other interests that I have.