not the best moment in life

I'm 16 years old and after a long time of my parents being married my Dad wants a divorce so he can date a woman he hardly even knows. I can't believe this is happening. I seek comfort from my friend Taylor and my fiance Tyrel. There is so much pain that surges inside of me and a part of me wants to just curl up in a ball and cry until there are no more tears left in my eyes. I had to express my feelings in this blog because I hope that it will ease some of the pain and sorrow that is swelling up and making me weak when I need to be strong. Maybe, if I try really hard, I can convince them that they can work things out and everything will be okay if we stick together as one family instead of split into two. If only they knew how I felt and how much pain they are causing to me. I will be sure to post more positive blogs in the future like about how my book is doing and maybe share some ideas and thoughts about other interests that I have.